I am NOT who I am

I fail myself... =(
I lost almost 8 marks in my ME test...
3-4% in the final test!!! T.T
The test was easy actually.. But i do it wrongly!!
I was so damn moody..

Thank you for my darling who comfort me..
Thanks a lot...
At least u make me feel better...


To be honestly..
I really miss Amanda AiRen n JY so so so much..
I miss them.. and I need them most of the time...
They are my BEST buddies ever...
I love them!!
Nobody can REPLACE them!!
They are GREAT!
They are my BEST listener!!
They know me well...
and i can say what i want to say in front of them!
No worries...

Every single time i am in the college..
I feel really empty...
Although there's a friend always be with me.. (I dun really know her actually...)
But i still feel that i am empty..& i am lonely...

I am NOT who i am in the college...
I cannot act myself in the college...
I need real friends...true friends...trust friends...
But i dunno why...
I was so damn quite in the college...
That's not me!

No one know my true heart...
I cannot feel their true heart too...
So i just keep quite..

I feel better when i was in the hostel...
at least that's me!
That's myself...



Happy 7th months together Darling...
I love u...