I am NOT who I am

I fail myself... =(
I lost almost 8 marks in my ME test...
3-4% in the final test!!! T.T
The test was easy actually.. But i do it wrongly!!
I was so damn moody..

Thank you for my darling who comfort me..
Thanks a lot...
At least u make me feel better...


To be honestly..
I really miss Amanda AiRen n JY so so so much..
I miss them.. and I need them most of the time...
They are my BEST buddies ever...
I love them!!
Nobody can REPLACE them!!
They are GREAT!
They are my BEST listener!!
They know me well...
and i can say what i want to say in front of them!
No worries...

Every single time i am in the college..
I feel really empty...
Although there's a friend always be with me.. (I dun really know her actually...)
But i still feel that i am empty..& i am lonely...

I am NOT who i am in the college...
I cannot act myself in the college...
I need real friends...true friends...trust friends...
But i dunno why...
I was so damn quite in the college...
That's not me!

No one know my true heart...
I cannot feel their true heart too...
So i just keep quite..

I feel better when i was in the hostel...
at least that's me!
That's myself...



Happy 7th months together Darling...
I love u...

Stress

I am the 1sh girl present in front after 2 guys!!!!
Lol... i am brave I think...
So damn nervous man....
By the way.. I am satisfy with it...
Although there's some small mistake... ^^
I will do it better next time =)
I will do my best...!

There's a test on next Monday!! The 1st test in college..
I got to study really hard for this test..
Its scary...
I hope i wont fail myself...

Lots of assignment..coursework..& my homework haven complete yet..
Stress!!

矛盾的一天

I had a really bad sunday...!

I really want to thank my darling for giving me useful advise..
I love u..



谢谢你在我需要你时陪在我身边...
还特地过来陪我..
还想要载我去喝我喜欢的饮料...
给我信心...
还那么迁就我..谢谢...
谢谢宝贝...
真的很爱你!!
Muacks!!

那天我真的很任性...对不起宝贝...




Amanda Joevy and Jy...
I miss u girls la wei...


Lastly, but not least....
I step out one step d...
haha...
I apologize to her =)
I dunno why i am so brave....
But i really did it... =）
happy...
and feel better right now...!
=) JxxxT, I love u!