2nd month..Be with you

I was so exited actually...
Myself also dunno why... haha
I cannot sleep.... Oh god...
i was damn tired and damn sleepy actually...
BUT i cant sleep for the whole night...
i slept at 5am i guess...
and i woke up at 5.45am...
i sms with my dear early in the morning..
i know he dont want me to do that...
but thats one of my wish...
i wish to sms him every morning... before he go to school...
But he dont allowed me to do that... T.T
He want me to sleep more...
Thanks darling...
I must listen to him... because he is my boyfriend...
I'm learning to be a better girlfriend...

Our 2nd month...
I went to meet him in the evening... about 4pm i think..
i gave a water bottle and a pack of ROCKY to him... that's a pair of water bottle actually...

i keep one for myself... and gave one to him...
i love both of the bottle because of the "never give up" that written on the bottle...
i don't want both us to give up in many ways...
Example... in our relationship... this is the most important one...
in his studies... in our life...in many many ways.. Please don't give up...
and my friends and family too...
please never give up in every way...

Night time... went to yam cha... with Raymond... wh... amanda... airen... and my dear...
haha...
I'm so sorry... To amanda and Airen...
But i know both of u will understand my situation right?
haha... thanks...
love u guys ya...


Finally my mum knew...
she knew that my baby Anders and i...
But... She dont know both of us are in a relationship i guess...
she said something that hurt me... T.T
Do u guys know what she said?
haha... its SECRET...
lol...
Its really hurt me...
But its okay...
i will work hard for it...

I have to
Work hard to slim down...
Work hard to be more pretty..
Work hard to be a better girlfriend...
Work hard to love my darling more...
WORK hard to let my darling love me more...
Work hard to maintain our relationship..
Work hard to treat my parent better..
I have to work hard in many many ways...
Work hard to achieve all my targets...
i wanna to be a BETTER person in year 2010...